Final Thoughts of the day .......

My dearest Miley.......
Ever since I woke up today......At first...things seemed ok......THEN...I started to try to re-Remix Space-Boots! UUUUH! I fought the software HARD! MAN! I should have just....got up, scraped the whole thing...and tried again tomorrow! I CAN....say one thing though.....It WAS a gallant effort! I looked like a FOCUSED, Intelligent PRINCE! LOL!
Say.........Have....YOU seen the posts from around 1:22 am? (2:22 am Colorado time)
Ya KNOW? It's .....CRAZY........how deeply you and I actually ARE "in-love" yet....we have NEVER met in person! We BOTH...and I MEAN....BOTH have....telepathic and empathic abilities! YOU have yet to HONE your skills....focus your STRONG energies down the "pipeline" (That's what I imagine when I am focusing MY energies....I imagine my biological-electromagnetic energies going down a small water pipe...the pipes are networked throughout the entire universe...some of them connecting to you hon! BETTER...STILL! Try to imagine.....you and I are connected to a sort of "Cosmic WiFi!" A...."Universal, Cosmic WiFi"!! We are always connected! THAT is all part of that 5G thing! I am one of their Guinea pigs! They have already used "Voice-To-Skull TECH on me......I had many, many conversations with the NSA people since moving out here to the SLV (San Luis Vallley) area and before! I HAVE...had a DEEP awakening! It made me SUPER aware of everything going on around me!  It's seemingly........DAUNTING and a little overwhelming.......to walk around.....in a largely populated area......and be...FORCED to feel things from people walking by! there are days...when this is SUPER intense and unbearable! I get kind of irritable not to mention a little impatient......because I just want to get out of there....and get to a place where there are not so many people......UUUUH! It's....FRUSTRATING!
However...I digress...Segwaying now.......  You and I have been getting weird vibes...from one another......based on our individual moods! ONE minute....the love is SUPER, SUPER intense......another...it seems to have grown cold! That....is kind of indicative of a underlying issue.........maybe...even two! Bipolar people go through that.......AND.......so do people who aren't very confident.......
YOU will grow into your newer self...I did.........On facebook....did....YOU see that I was talking to Angela Rothschild, and Sebastian Rothschild? They responded back a few times too!

I TRY to be as...rational as I can......however, there are times....when the more I try...the more resistance seems to push back!!! In times like that....I JUST have to stop for a few minutes......back away....and look at the situation from all angles......once I do that....some...times.....I can see a way around it or the easy way...THROUGH it.....
Ya know......I one said to a woman......in a conversation......It is easier to go...THROUGH a mountain that is in your path, then "Get OVER it!" When someone says.. "AH! SHIT! Get...OVER it!" (Or something to that effect) I look at them as though they really don't know the easy way.......do they???? The easiest way is always to "get THROUGH" something rather than get OVER it! Imagine that you have a mountain in your path...the road simply stops there! there are several choices at this cross-roads.....YES! You COULD....choose to...walk around it....That...would take you days out of your way.....and take you off of the path you are on. You....COULD choose to TRY to go.....OVER the mountain....however...again.......it is NOT without extraordinary efforts and days out of your time! You have to work SO MUCH harder too to fight gravity! WELL! The "intelligent way" is to simply continue moving forward by drilling a tunnel THROUGH the mountain! It's far more efficient, a LOT less work and it keeps you on the same path.......like a hot knife through cold butter!
JUST...think about all that as you go about your day hon.......stand back a bit....move at "slo-mo" pace if need-be...while everyone else around you is in 50X speed! (Yea...I referenced my linear video editing skills for that analogy. )
I want to know that you are OK with those fires burning so fucking close to where you live....It's just over the hill from you, isn't it?
IF the worst case scenario happens, I suppose you'd go stay with your mom and dad for a bit.....BUT you KNOW you can....stay with me.....in this raggedy, old 64 foot long single-wide I'm staying in. I also know that you are longing to meet me in person.....well, take a trip! Bring your own vehicle! Make sure it's a 4X4, it has to have 4 ply tires on it to make it out here.....the lava rocks kill tires FAST! This place...KILLED the car I had too! I no longer have a car now...well, I DO....but I am selling it this weekend.....I sold it for $425, bought it for $300. EH...not bad.....I could have made a fortune on the parts.....OH well!
I want to do...a Collaboration with you! I want....to make a song together...that you perform the way it comes out. I love FUNK! Combine it with Dubstep, EDM or club genres, then add in a little R&B, and it CAN sound badass! (NOT like...tonight's fiasco! UUUUH!)
Miley, I've come.....to realize.....Having some...BIG as house.....a lot of crap....is meaningless! I can ONLY use nearly 1/4 of the things I have.......on a daily basis.
I ONLY need a few things.........
List of things I "NEED"

1. Miley Cyrus
2. LOVE
3. Laughter, companionship, hugs, kisses, adventure
4. FOOD, Water Shelter warm clothing.
5 Self Love (So to be able to love you!)

Every...thing else......is extraneous! Superfluous

I have nothing, if I don't have you! I have NOTHING if I don't also have self love, because if I rely on others to fill me with love......first and foremost.....I will be waiting until the day I die! I would die a lonely, unhappy, bitter man! I  can't "LET" that happen! Second, I wouldn't be able to love YOU! I wouldn't BE as RADIANT as I am! Third.....I wouldn't be even HALF as strong as I currently am either! I can teach you what I know...the survival skills....don't dismiss them....you might need them one day....You can NEVER know if you will or won't NEED survival skills! Miley, I know that you simply LOVE camping! You love hiking too......SO...DO...I! I know that you, would be understanding of the fact that I have to medically use diapers 24/7..and that my doctors prescribe them for me so that my medicaid and medicare covers them! YOU...also know that the FDA and ICE do NOT allow doctors to write prescriptions for things that people do not actually need! that would get my doctor in loads of legal trouble! My doctor did his due diligence......confirmed the need.
YOU also wear diapers too. I look forward to the day......that I get to see you in one...and I can hold you in my lap......love you....run MY fingers through your hair.......kiss YOUR forehead sweetly.......LOOK.......I want to make you breakfast in bed......I want to sit in the studio...learn how to use the mixing board.......so I can be your studio engineer......

I want to also be your driver too. HEY! TOLD you I would EARN money from you.......I know of ten ways that I can also be of service to you......UH HUH! NAME ONE Boyfriend that would do any of the above mentioned and or already has? I bet you can name some all on one hand!
I can also detail your car from time to time......I can tune up your guitars.......I can...string them......I can fix your computer problems......I can even install operating systems, software, and...solve internet connectivity issues! HA! I can even image a workstation hard drive, network a whole room, use audio editing software, video editing software, AND I can also be your announcer.....my voice bellows well enough!
LOOK at my facebook page! I could even be....the casting director for your family's biography movie! LOL!

Miley, how often.......do I actually cross your mind? HOW many times per day...are you aware of it? (Food for thought)
I can tell you how many time a day YOU....cross MY mind......allow ME to start....
today? you crossed my mind over 200 times between 3 pm Colorado time and 5 pm.
After 5, you crossed my mind another....400 times......HA!
OK...It's off to be for this sleepy head! I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU! MMMMMMMMMUAH!